Wednesday, August 10, 2011

Poleteismo

Finally! i read the newspaper this morning!

and i got curious regarding this CCP closing art exhibit entitled "KULO" because of an art piece entitled "Poleteismo" by Mideo Cruz. So i did my own little research and viola! let me share the following pictures to you guys.














"When they find it in one of the alcoves of the Main Gallery, they will see multicolored plastic piggy banks stuffed inside a case usually reserved for religious statues; and Christ the King with a bright red clown nose, his right hand replaced by a Mickey Mouse glove, and his head crowned with Mickey Mouse ears made from a Coke can.

Hanging behind a divider is a cross with a bright red penis thrusting out from the vertical bar. And on the walls, a multimedia collage composed of a confusion of images and objects: there are ads, political paraphernalia from Fernando Poe, Jr., Gilbert Teodoro, and Barack Obama; there are religious posters of Jesus Christ, Virgin Mary and the Holy Family; there are handouts, pamphlets and stickers; there are rosaries, penis ashtrays, crucifixes, condoms and Christmas lights; there’s a lot of stuff." 

- BusinessWorld Online

“My images are mere representations of things we see in ourselves, We need to realize that [Poleteismo] is the mirror of our society and of ourselves. The uproar it created might be the unconscious denial of seeing ourselves truthfully. The reality of our society is the real blasphemy of our own image; the blasphemy of our sacred self.” 
- Mideo Cruz (Artist)

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I believe Poleteismo speaks of what we call religion and how people mix this in their own way of living. Im not saying that there are no REAL CATHOLICS nowadays, but what im trying to imply is that a lot of self-confess religious people now mix their beliefs with their very own religious rules in their lifestyle. The penis attached to the face of  Jesus is what i believe a metaphor for gay people trying to bring religion and gay lifestyle together. Its something absurd, sickening even to the people who see the art work, but as you look deeply in the lives of the people sitting next to you inside the church, they bring the artwork to life.

Monday, August 1, 2011

july 20, 2011

boy abunda: with out going into details, yes or no lang. nung july 20, 2011, may nangyari ba?

chef jayps aka amanda colins: yes kuya boy. may nangyari.

boy abunda: may nangyaring karumaldumal, may nangyaring pangmomolestya?

chef jayps aka amanda colins: yes kuya. may nangyari po. pero pareho po naming ginusto ang lahat.

boy abunda: sandali lang, sabi mo minolestya ka??

chef jayps aka amanda colins: minolestya? hindi kuya boy. hindi po molestya ang tawag dun. paulet-ulet naming ginawa at pareho po naming ginusto na mangyari un.

boy abunda: so anong nangyari nung july 20, 2011????

chef jayps aka amanda colins: nakuha nia kuya boy ang aking matamis na oo. at ang aking pinakaiingat ingatang pagkabirhen.

chos! :)

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

most happy

I am most happy when i make you laugh by simply making  faces... when you can't look at my face coz you can't contain the laughter that reveals your white teeth and makes your eyes sparkle with joy.

I am most happy when i see you being satisfied from a whole lot of food... when you can't stop eating even when you hate to see your tummy become bigger as you ingest more food.


I am most happy whenever you help me with cutting vegetables every time i cook our favorite sisig.

I am most happy whenever i see you peacefully sleeping in my bed... away from every single worries we have day in and day out.

and most importantly...

I am most happy whenever you put extra effort on your actions just to make me feel happy and special.

Thursday, June 23, 2011

this is history repeating itself

NOON with X...

we were close friends. he was trying to move on from someone. i was there. secretly caring and loving. he fell in love with another guy. i was hurt. deeply hurt. i moved away. i can't stand every minute of him hurting me by loving someone else. he was devastated with my move he asked me to be his bf. big mistake. next thing we knew, everything was ruined, including the friendship.

NGAYON with CURRENT...

i told him i like him from the start. he was nice and sweet. he told me he was without bf for a long time. somehow, he lied. he is in-love with another guy who in return is not showing any emotional attraction towards him. they have been seeing each other for the last 7 months and been physically intimate with each other. he's been totally honest with me with regards to him. he told me that i am important to him and does not want to hurt me. i love him. he loves someone else. im hurting inside every time he is with him. moving away is an option. but i don't want to lose a close friend again. i am getting tired of always being the 2nd man.

i need to learn something from these events.. history is repeating itself.

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

hanubaaaaaaaaaaah???

hindi pumasok ang helper so i have to do things on my own.

naputol ang plan ng globe ko kasi offline sila kahapon at hindi ko nabayaran nang pumunta akong service center.

and the best of all, my external hard drive is not working! :( 8 years of my work life saved in that drive. :(

Saturday, June 18, 2011

charot na tarot! :D

I was playing online when i came across this tarot game. I gamely selected 5 cards and read the result. muntik na ako masamid nang mabasa ko present, the one in the middle. ahaha :D

pak na pak!


true or false???? :D

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

i thought it was LOVE part 2

it was game over for BB and MM.


last night MM, surprisingly, called me. i knew something was wrong. apparently, he was the one who caught BB now on phone with a guy. MM asked for BB's phone and dialed the guys number.

MM: pare sino nga ito?
GUY: si GUY ito. ano ka ba? kausap pa lang kita kanina ah..
MM: ah ganun ba? sorry medyo lasing lang. asan ka? fuck kita.
GUY: fuck mo ako? eh ikaw nga finuck ko last time eh!
MM: ay oo nga pala. kelan nga pala yun? sorry malilimutin na ako..
GUY: last week lang, finuck kita sa place mo. gulo mo yatang kausap ngayon?
MM: lasing lang pare. sige. tawag ako ulet mamaya.

bam! just like that, and it was game over.

too bad. relationship ruined by libog. really bad.

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

i thought it was LOVE

i think it was last year that my BestBuddy informed me about MedicineMan.


BB is a college friend and his adventures with guys is no secret to me. it was last year that he told me about MM. MM, according to him is someone he met at a social network site (i think it was pr) and had sex with several times in the past. a year after the first sex, the two became good friends and decided to take things to the next level.

i saw BB change from a malanding gigolo to committed man. he was falling in love with MM everyday. When i met MM in person, i thought, yeah, he's loveable, witty and nice.

last week, BB called. crying. he revealed the truth behind the "happy relationship." MM is not loyal. Since BB is a businessman and goes out of the country very often, MM plays a lot whenever BB is out. he caught MM on phone with other guys. and on several occasion, he read messages on MM's phone that gives out MM's activities whenever he is out.

he was devastated. after all the changes and the loyalty and commitment he offered to MM, this is what he got from him.

when he tried to talk to MM, this is what MM told him, "ganito na talaga ako eh. tanggapin mo na lang na ganito ako. hindi na ako magbabago. kung gusto mo, lets have an open relationship. kung di mo kaya, let's just be friends."

i thought it was love. the kind of love that entails commitment and loyalty.

is it really possible to have that kind of love on our world dear friends?

Thursday, June 9, 2011

fuck off you moron!

i was minding my own business while surfing fb when suddenly i got a chat message.

it was from a former acquaintance whom i had sex, once.
hi and hello. he asked if im still going in laguna and asked if i was still seeing a certain guy.

it turned out that the guy was his friend and that guy told him that something happened between us.
he was so makulet in asking me details of what happened.

i said no. i don't want to talk about it. and he kept on insisting.

i am getting pissed.

what does he want to point out? does he want to go to bed with me again??
why not tell me to my face that he wanted sex???
why does he have to put his hands into something he should not be minding of????

grrrrrrrrr!!!!!!

i am so tempted to reveal his identity and hope that people who look up to him will read this blog and know what he does in secrets. he used to lead. he should know how to mind his own business. fuck! who the hell is he???

he's not even good in bed!
i was so pissed i told him,

you should tell your friend we also had sex. and that you were moaning crazily all the time. and that after one round of awful sex, i threw you out of my room!

bastard bitch!
he used to head sfc in one town in quezon and now he is the adviser of the group.
how i wanted to shout his name in this blog!

fuck off you moron!

Saturday, June 4, 2011

running out of words... uninspired?

i have so many things to say. but not a bit of inspiration left to do writing.

what do i need to do dear readers?

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

small world

PAST

i was watching cinema alone. i saw him itago natin sia sa pangalang boylet. he saw me. he changed his seat. 3 kembot away from me. after several glances, me isang lalaking umupo sa tabi nia. kasama niya pala. siguro boyfriend niya...


pero putanginangpaksyet, habang si "BF" ay aliw na aliw sa pinapanood, si boylet tingin nang tingin saken! putah! makapag CR nga.

nang biglang....  SUMUNOD!!!

oo ginigiliw kong mga tagasubaybay... sumunod si boylet sa cr!
habang ako ay nasa washing area, at siya ay umiihi.. nakita ko ang hindi dapat makita pero pinapakita.
oo. tiningnan ko. pinagnasahan. pero hanggang dun lang. wala sa dicksyunary ko ang mang ahas ng jowa ng may jowa. lalo na kung panakaw lang ang sandali. ayoko nga ang bitin! hahaha

that night umuwi akong may ngiti sa aking labi. sabi ko.. one day magkikita ulet tayo.. :D


FAST FORWARD...

dun sa bago kong location ng nilipatan ng bahay, aba, nakita ko sia. dali dali akong nag research sa mga kapitchever at nakilala ko sia. inadd sa fb. heto ang drama...

boylet: uy thank you sa pag add.
ako: uy hello. (kiyeme lang syempre)
boylet: nasa haus ka?
ako: oo. ikaw?
boylet: uu..
ako: parang nakita na kita before?
boylet: sa toooot.
ako: hindi ko matandaan! remind me.. (chos! tinitingnan ko lang kung aamin sia na pinakita nia burat nia saken! hahaha)
boylet: dun sa tooooooooot.
ako: ah oki! naalala ko na.. naalala ko na lahat ng nakita ko...
boylet: ikaw nga..
ako: bf mo ung kasama mo?
boylet: huh? hindi ah! ginawa mo pa akong bading!
ako: ah ganun ba? sorry. :)

muntik na akong tumambling.
mga ate naman.. kayo, ano sa palagay niyo?

di kasi ako mapalagay eh.. chos! :D

Sunday, April 17, 2011

someone special...

its was the night i met with the gang. and the night i did something stupid.
can i use your fb account to check on ex status?

"cooked white adobo for someone special..."


putanginangpaksyet.

etong kaibigan ko, nagtanong...
masakit loob mo kasi hindi ka nilutuan ng adobo??

its not about the adobo. wala akong pakialam kahit puti man yan or itim or pink!

ang masakit lang eh... parang in the entire existence namin sa buong universe,
parang never akong natawag nun as



someone special...?

Friday, April 15, 2011

Hiwaga

sa hindi ko maipaliwanag na dahilan, MASAYA ako sa mga nakaraang 3 araw.
hindi ko maintindihan bakit. basta masaya lang ako.


  • nagpopost ako ng kung anu-anong status sa facebook.
  • naglalaro ako ng cafe world
  • nagboblog ako sa blogspot
  • very active ang aking brain cells sa pag-iisip ng kung ano anong bagay na pedeng gawin
  • very energetic ako maghapon kahit maraming trabaho
hindi ko alam.
  • hindi ako naka-enervon
  • wala akong titi lalake sa buhay
  • hindi rin ako naglalalabas ng bahay
bakit nga ba ako masaya?

ung saya na kahit nakatingin ka sa kawalan eh nakangiti ka pa rin?
ung saya na ang gaan gaan ng pakirandam mo at feeling mo kayang kaya mong kumarir 24 oras?
ung saya na kahit kausap ka lang ng tao eh nahahawa sia ka kakulitan mo?

bakit nga baaaaaaaa??? nasisiraan na ba ako ng bait???

or this is just me moving on and finding myself... once again? :)

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Finding Nimmy

yesterday, i had a pleasant surprise at the end of the day. what was it?

I FOUND NIMMY! :)

yes. nimmy the blogger! finally! a chatting blogger! and not just chatting, he's a perky little one! and im starting to love him! (hmmm.. leo, i don't mean romantic love ok? :) ) look how perky he was last night!
nimmy's blog is one of my favorite blog. simple. easy to read. and at every post, i leave the site wearing a smile.





thanks nimmy for being a wonderful surprise last night. :) i hope to meet you and leo in person someday! :)

you'll find nimmy's site here and leo's site here. :) enjoy!

Monday, March 28, 2011

OHEMGEEEEE!!

dati pag nabibigla lang ako sa malalaking etits ko nasasabi ang ganyan. but when i saw this masterpiece, i suddenly knew what it means to fall in love the first glance!



pure love! kahit pa magbago ang isip ni SOLTERO at ligawan ako, hindi ko ipagpapalit ang mga ito sa kanya. chos! :D

source: http://www.passionateaboutbaking.com/

Saturday, March 19, 2011

My Personal Inspirations

Privately. Yes, privately i am longing to have my very own love of my life that will stand the test of time.

After the first one failed last 2008, i can't bring myself to love again. maybe, its not the right person yet, maybe its not yet time, maybe im not yet healed, maybe... 2 years after and still i can't write about. I wanted to write and share what happened but i think im not yet ready for that.

Been blog hopping and found these delightful inspirations and wanted to share them with you guys.











and then there's CC & PC, Daredevilry & Jerron...

inggit much! asan ka na ba fafa??? sana naman hindi ka natabunan sa japan or naipit at hindi makauwi from libya! kung sino ka man, magparandam ka naman! Chos!

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

BORING life

i met this guy yesterday and we were having a nice chat when he blurted out, "ang boring naman ng buhay mo!"


i stayed silent for a while and said, "eh anong exciting para sau? ang magpakasal sa babae at itago ang kabaklaan mo and then after 5 years of fooling yourself, here you are asking for divorce???"

syempre sa isip ko lang un sinabi.
yes chef, try to understand him, he's going trough a sad phase in his life.
my question is...

BAKIT KAILANGAN LAGING AKO ANG UMIINTINDI???

sorry chef, mabait ka eh.

p.s. pero mukhang hindi na ako boring nang nakaluhod na sia sa harapan ko at... tooooooooooooooot!

Saturday, March 5, 2011

Jeff Leatham are you one of us??

I watched Oprah this morning and she was doing an interview with the gorgeous Jeff Leatham. I quickly did a google search and was mesmerized first with his works and second, his looks. :) his name spells L-O-V-E!!












i must admit, i am not a fan of showbiz people. yes, truly they are gorgeous with our sense of sight but what makes a man uniquely glamorous for me is that he is a FUNCTIONAL and INTELLIGENT being. I want to be proud of my man's work and accomplishments. Looks fades, but achievements, they last forever. :)

Jeff, are you one of us? if yes, then marry me! :)

Thursday, March 3, 2011

HEROES meets HELLBOY!!

I AM NUMBER FOUR is totally awesome film! Hope you guys and gals catch it on the big screen! :)

Monday, February 28, 2011

30ish is something new

when i turned 30 this month, i felt the resistance. its a whole new level of awareness.
i found it hard to accept the new age but i soon realized that its the best time to learn new things and have new experiences. older. more mature (i hope so!). and never been this ready to plunge right into a new adventure!

so 40th, wait till i meet you head on! :)